this is my life but i still hate it
Aug. 13th, 2007 12:41 pm this is an entry

i fucking hate my life and i hate the internet i hate everything except oxycodone and money and being a nerd and my daughter and my girlfriend but other than that fuck my life oh and the fact that i can play and do music and the fact that ive been all over the united states but i hate that i havent been to new york city and i hate the fact that i cant leave the country and i hate the fact that ive never won the lotto even though i dont play and i hate this flashlight that i have that doesnt work that well and i hate that i rely on p.nis for pretty much everything but i like ice cream bars
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i went to new york and i left the country anyway

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Feb. 24th, 2006 04:06 am biographical supreme dump long read have a coffee

let me preface this by saying that yea i probably am an emo fag and if i was 15 id hate my parents and have a fauxhawk
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i do hate my parents and my barber friend alex dominguez gave me a fauxhawk in vegas

[1:05:51 PM] ytcracker says: holy fuck man
[1:06:21 PM] ytcracker says: time to play the lotto today
[1:06:25 PM] Ryan Kauffman says: you should make a livejournal real quick
[1:06:26 PM] Ryan Kauffman says: haha yeah
[1:06:59 PM] Ryan Kauffman says: wouldnt that be great
[1:07:05 PM] Ryan Kauffman says: if your livejournal was the wishing well of opposites
[1:07:21 PM] Ryan Kauffman says: "its too bad rmk wont have a lamborhini by july 4 2008"

its too bad rmk wont have a lamborghini by july 4, 2008

p.s. not playing the lotto today, but i'd win if i did according to above. consider yourself lucky, those of you who play the lotto.