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ill post this here and not one of my other blogs that people actually READ

sometimes you just want to be held
and i want to be held right now

"cold and lonely world weve chosen yes were frozen in this iceberg
trapped inside weve tried to pry and chip our way to freedom
but everyone were meeting it seems friendship may be fleeting
sadly all im needing
is simply to be held"

maybe ill record that one day its pretty tight gj bryce pat on back

Aug. 13th, 2007 12:41 pm this is an entry

i fucking hate my life and i hate the internet i hate everything except oxycodone and money and being a nerd and my daughter and my girlfriend but other than that fuck my life oh and the fact that i can play and do music and the fact that ive been all over the united states but i hate that i havent been to new york city and i hate the fact that i cant leave the country and i hate the fact that ive never won the lotto even though i dont play and i hate this flashlight that i have that doesnt work that well and i hate that i rely on p.nis for pretty much everything but i like ice cream bars
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i went to new york and i left the country anyway

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Feb. 24th, 2006 04:06 am biographical supreme dump long read have a coffee

let me preface this by saying that yea i probably am an emo fag and if i was 15 id hate my parents and have a fauxhawk
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i do hate my parents and my barber friend alex dominguez gave me a fauxhawk in vegas

[1:05:51 PM] ytcracker says: holy fuck man
[1:06:21 PM] ytcracker says: time to play the lotto today
[1:06:25 PM] Ryan Kauffman says: you should make a livejournal real quick
[1:06:26 PM] Ryan Kauffman says: haha yeah
[1:06:59 PM] Ryan Kauffman says: wouldnt that be great
[1:07:05 PM] Ryan Kauffman says: if your livejournal was the wishing well of opposites
[1:07:21 PM] Ryan Kauffman says: "its too bad rmk wont have a lamborhini by july 4 2008"

its too bad rmk wont have a lamborghini by july 4, 2008

p.s. not playing the lotto today, but i'd win if i did according to above. consider yourself lucky, those of you who play the lotto.

i fucking hate my life and i hate the internet i hate everything except oxycodone and money and being a nerd and my daughter and my girlfriend but other than that fuck my life oh and the fact that i can play and do music and the fact that ive been all over the united states but i hate that i havent been to new york city and i hate the fact that i cant leave the country and i hate the fact that ive never won the lotto even though i dont play and i hate this flashlight that i have that doesnt work that well and i hate that i rely on p.nis for pretty much everything but i like ice cream bars

but other than that i hate my life

sometimes i blog there

sometimes

need to consolidate blogging efforts maybe ill just rss off of why i love life or some hacker stuff that way

new music page where i blog stupidly = www.myspace.com/whiteycee

ive been nudged by molotovjester and someone on ytmnd told me to do it

hi there

so im chirpin

anyway, i will be blogging on www.whyilovelife.com more often now, an stc property bigupyaself

about 100 grand

one of each color mana

now when i tap you will feel the wrath